Thank you for this! I think you are right, I do feel I've had wonderful friendships and presence in my life, and it's worth thinking about that in the context of the loneliness I feel now ... not to invalidate it, but to understand it in context, and better get a sense for where it helps build understanding, empathy with, maybe shelter for others. Thanks for sharing some of your experience, too — I love the intention and hospitality you have about your writing. Looking forward to reading your work!